life in a bucket.it's not that i'm unhappy with my life. my life is pretty peachy keen. i have the best friends a person could possibly have, i'm going to a great school, and i'm learning new things about myself. high school seems like it was ages ago. i'm no longer in a relationship. that's all right. although, i do wish i were attached to someone. romantic love is fun and everything, but i need to separate myself from dating and all the stress that goes along with it. alex is a really nice guy. i can't really say anything bad about him. he's always been nice to me and has always put up with all the shit i've thrown at him, but there's more to life than boyfriends. there's girlfriends, too.
jk, nub. other than that... everything else is going okay. after my friends left yesterday i was feeling really down. i was hoping i would sleep it off. i woke up this morning feeling better, but when i got home tonight i was feeling shitty and (of course) taking it out of people that i'm close to. but uh. whatever. i felt better after i played some mind numbing guitar hero and talked to alex. i think i just wanted to talk to someone. i feel better went i can vent about nonsense. my friend says all my problems are petty which is true.
this show is incredibly stupid. all reality shows are, though. i don't know why people think this is real life. real life doesn't have background music, but i think that it would be really cool if it did. i love my creative zen. i also love alllllll the fantastico songs on it. i like to dance while i'm walking around at school. like, doo doo doo!
You know, I should really be sleeping, but i think i've had too many dr. p's, man. i'm fucking myself over in school again. with me i think that's pretty much inevitable. AND OMG. Who would ever want to save themselves until marriage? JESUS. That's just ridiculous. The thought never crossed my mind. Okay so it did, but it quickly left my mind again.
Well, I'm off...
Tired
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